UNITED WE STAND.... OR DIVIDED WE ARE GONNA FALL

Tonight while talking to someone on the phone, I have decided that I don't want to recieve mail, text messages or anything negative anymore. This is a new day a new life and MY LIFE.. I don't need anyone pointing out to me who is doing this or who is doing that...

Did you see this or that! I am a master snoop, I can see anything and all things that I want. It is not that I am looking the other way it is that I am looking in a new direction.

So why don't we all make a really good pact that we will learn to stay out of peoples business. UNLESS it is life threatening of course. A hello goes a long way and puts a smile on a persons face. Lets not damage our relationship and or friendship due to something we have seen that is harmless!

See I am smiling already! Lets keep it that way. I want to make friends and not Do a blogroll or facebook homicide anytime soon!!

I'm just keeping it real and I think I have someone out there that is going to agree with me!!

Toodles,
Hannah Ne

Your Times Up

You said that you love me,
You would never leave my side.

And you just got caught lying about it all
and you expect me to stay with you and tell you
everything about me?

Times UP! Your a goner.

You Pulled It Out Of Me.

You get to know a person and you finally get a person that you really understand and want to be around. Mine have always been my friends. I have a lot of girls that I hang out with that I went to school with and I treasure them.

Today was a day I sat back and I really thought about everything. My life, My career, My Education Everything. It was sparked by something that made me so sad . I thought of how I can live life without some of my friends that have been there for me.

I sat and thought of ways I could make it in life without that swift kick in my ass? I have friend that does that to me all the time, keeps me in line and makes me a better person.

This is just a post of thoughts and wondering. A lot of whys, and a lot of how comes.

I'm sad. I said it and I am HURT.

Chan

SORRY

I am sorry to delete the last post, but to get more activity and all on the dedication, NeNe has decided to let me use her blog for the dedication seminar. SO wait it out and I will give you a big playlist of a dedication.


I want also say that I am sorry for not being around that much, I have a job and when I get off it makes me more lazy and all I want to do is sleep. I can say I am IN LOVE with facebook. All of my friends live there.

I will be back with a bang on tomorrow

Buh Bye.

Can I Ask You A Question(s)?

Have you ever been happy with a decision that you made, only to find out that the very same one you made is going to make you Crazy your whole life?

Have you ever loved something so much that sometime saying Goodbye is the only way of insuring his/her happiness?

What if Nothing ever becomes of_____________________________?????

Yeah I have probably CONFUSED the hell out of ya'll cause I am confused!


p.s. Bonus question.... Have you ever settled and if so, does it make one a coward?

Welcome To My Crib!

MTV, has a show called CRIBS... So here is my crib..

My iphone, that I have dropped several times. It has ben through hell and back. No camera, cuts off when it wants to..

The Shower or as I call it The Lucy!

The Living room and YES all of those movies are mostly CHICK FLICKS!

The Pantry JUNK FOOD I MAY ADD! then I wonder why I cannot fit into clothes.. THANKS PAUL!

Necessity for a Jewish Person. Unless you Are a recovering Alcoholic then you don't need a Wine Rack or the wine that goes in it!!

When Harry Met Sally!

Yeah, I guess I have a drinking side of me! No denying.

My Freezer

My Condiments!

Yeah more beer in the fridge, No worries I am going to a A.A. meeting soon!

Where I eat!

It may look nasty right now, but it is that Cheese and Salsa Dip with Ground Turkey!

Have NO Idea.. This is Pauls Sloppy Joe's

Yummy Meat Balls aka Turkey Balls! lol

Pauls Pork! It really kills! Im just sayin!

The Entrance to THE room... I love my candles and my vines!

Entering.....

The is where all of the blogging is done, when my lappy dies!

Again my living/TV area!

DAMN the photographe.. He need light!! but there is a fire place hidden behind the couch.

Where the Magic Happens.. sorry for not having my bed made! :(

View from my bed!! Gotta have a TV in all rooms.

End of tour... Yes my house is a wreck in those pics.. blame it on my roommate PAUL! at the time. I LOVE HIM THO! If he happens to come across some more pics.. I will post them until then.. SHALOM!!!!

The Nehya I Know

I have seen many sides of Nehya and I have Heard all of her names that she has been called I have sat in on many meetings with her and I have had the honor of escorting her to a buisness trip. I guess I want to say that Nehya is genuine, her smile can light up a dark room and her laugh can awaken anyone that is within 5 miles, she has a very loud laugh. She listens to everyone's problems when she has her own.

She sleeps at anytime or anywhere and she does not even care that anyone, including our boss see's her taking a nap or as she calls it resting her eyes, she can get away with anything in the office, even when she is the one that starts it. She starts a lot of things.

I asked her if I could do a guest spot on her blog, because I read hers from time to time and she always lets people do guest things. I want her to know she is a beautiful woman, she always wants to lend that helping hand, she always wants to help you out of a rough patch, even though she does not want anyone to help her out of her rut she is in.

Nehya thank you for being there for me when no one else was there, thank you for eating my breakfast because you did not want it to get cold before I came back. Thank You for being that smile that all of us at work sees every morning when you come in even if you are like 3 hours late most of the time. You are missed when you are not there and believe it or not you are loved by all of us. Even the mechanic that you run past so you don't have to carry on a conversation with him.

You are destined to go all the way to the top at this company and I just hope and pray you see your worth. People believe me, Nehya loves to joke around once she is used to you, but she is really a hard ass and very serious when it comes to her job, that is what makes her a good co worker and soon to be a great boss.

I am not just saying this so you cannot mess up my paycheck, I am saying this because you are great. Just to think I did not like you at all when you first started, due to your Mean looks you carry on your face.

Jackson

No Memories

Your lips pressing against mine,
Your hands slowly making passage
down the small of my back.

Your eyes looking deep into mine, I
seen every bit of passion that you
carried for me lingering inside.

Your hand catching mine as we
danced around in the rain, the night
I could not stop crying..

Your tears falling down your face
the night you told me You loved me..

I thought I knew it all, I guess I did not,
Because when you left me, you even took
those happy memories.

They say memories stay and fade over time, What happened to ours?

I Stole Someone's Heart

So, I think you all should know that I have apparently stolen someone's heart. I am not for sure who's heart completely but The Pink Orchid somehow found out and gave me an award for it. I don't know what to say.

This is the first time that I have stolen someones heart and I did not have to stalk them, flatten their tires or something like their girlfriend ended up in the hospital or never heard from again.

This my dear is better than Chocolate and you know what Chocolate does to women. I would like to say Thank you Kajal for this wonderful award, and please lets have a chit chat over some tea and maybe you can tell me this person that which heart I have stolen, I don't want to appear desperate or anything, but, a girl needs to know this could be my future Baby Daddy. Ya know? hehehehehe

Thank You so much.

Chan.

My Reply To Mayz Post

There was a siren that sat upon a rock, in the middle of the sea. She was mad at the world and many ships took longer courses, because they had heard of her playing her lyre and calling for the men to come out to the sea with her very seductive voice and never returning...

She was always smiling and making her beauty known to all the men that passed, yet she was filled with anger inside.. The one man that she wanted was the one man that she never could have.. through out the day she was very set on the calling and killing of her prey as she walked amongst the waves..

When the sun began to go away and the moon began to rise she became very calm..The smile that was on her face became very real, she lifted her head up into the unknown(sky) and began to sing the song that only he could hear night after night.... even tho he never came, she knew that he heard it.

One day he will come...Until then she will always stop and sing her beautiful song for the moon..Hoping one day he will surrender and come join her in the sea and share in the love..... HER LOVE!